Valentines day

All that needs to be said is Happy Valentines.
I am one lucky girl.

Valentine's is a day to celebrate love.

What could be more worthy of celebration?

We have here a manifestation

Of passion and excitement,

true enjoyment of time spent

doing something you love

or being with a beautiful human who you love

Put nothing else above.

This is a marvelous gift.

Thank you saint valentine,

Will you be mine?

-Roo-

In sprit of sharing love, I'm going to post some meandering scrabble from a few months ago. I don't remember forming these sentences, but I honestly think it was because I wasn't thinking about what would come of this pen on paper action next... It was flowing out of me-- I felt a need to tell everyone who I loved, that I love them... that very second. I knew this was impossible because I was on thousands of feet in the air crammed into the last corner seat of a noisy airplane. But it didn't bother me, I just wrote it down... And now it is here, available for all those I am blessed enough to have in my life!

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Nov 25th (?) 2012

My fear of dying ascended simultaneously with the plane ~ taking flight ~ gaining speed and moving farther and farther from the original location. I once harbored my thoughts about dying - or summoned my imagination for what would take place internally if a crash insued.

Chaos! Disaster... 

I would leave this realm in a state of panic... fear... regret... 

But Today, my insides were accompanies with a serene peace surrounding a potential event that could leave me saying goodbye to what I have created over 23 years as a being in this human existence. I have created my place in the universe and it is sustained though physical exertion of oxygen & internal acceptance that I am alive.

But I somehow accepted death without receiving an invitation.

Have I done all I would like to?

--Of course not.--

Have I been fully immersed into the magical beauty I have been offered?

--At times, I have felt the answer to be yes. But often I reflect on different approaches that would enhance exuberance. There is much available growth that I have yet to take advantage of.--

Is there more for me to accomplish?

--Yes. But it's not what would make death so terrifying-- 

I think if you are scared to leave this earth, or maybe even if you aren't, there will always be unfinished business. But as long as it doesn't include tying up loose or stagnant ends with other humans, then we should be accepting of the business left undone. If you are at peace with all the relationships which define your existence, then it should be okay to slip out & onto what is next. 

Are the beautiful humans who you love aware of the irreplaceable mark they have left on your path?

Do they feel your love?

Could they still feel it if you disapeared?

Do they know their worth?

Refuse to leave any of these questions unanswered or as a negative response.

Let those you love LIVE with this knowledge. It is much more difficult to be at ease with life or death in a relationship you value doesn't have all the cards on the table. 

Get it out.

Open your heart.

Put Your words and energy... 

The remainder is a love letter- to all those who I love...

Share things. 

Fortunate cookie

The word 'word'

One of the greatest definitions of the word 'word' I have ever heard came from a Buddhism professor of mine. As he stood in front of us, using this man-made language to formulate an argument, he quickly fell into a look of perplexity. We were talking about something that couldn't be talked about.

"Words are useful fictions" 

Take it as you will, but it's the truth. Words exist only in our human reality. We are programmed to view words as necessary for communicating. It's hard at times but energy is the only genuine communicator. With this said, I value times of silence. In fact, I find it necessary to remain truly in tune with your inner consciousness. Give your mouth a break. You will still be heard-- and what you are communicating will ring louder than a word ever could.

Talk takes no effort.

Silence is difficult and only makes sense to those who

Notice the beauty when

Words

                  Disappear

Into the wall of dreams uncovered,

Reality discovered.

Ask Yourself ~

Am I Really Here?

Do I Exist In Fear?

Is There An Answer To My Thoughts?

I

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I write alot during vows of silence. Eventually I'll dig them up and post them... But until then--> 

Don't hold anything against any beautiful humans.
We know not of what lies behind the closed doors in each soul.
Ones actions are all we see.
Intentions are never crystal clear.
We memorize dates, times, numbers, WORDS.
But our memories are created subconsciously & weave a constant chain within.
We can smell a smell and it can shoot us back into the past quicker than a time warp.

READ MORE BOOKS

Although being a student callsfor considerable time spent reading what's required, I try to always have atleast a book or two on the side--   For the most part, thesetend to be poetry books. Emily Dickinson's life history should be considered amasterpiece to all. Although she died at a young age, the amount of beauty thatthis beautiful human produced is almost unfathomable. 

A Book

By Emily Dickinson 

There is no frigatelike a book

To take us lands away,

Nor any coursers likea page

Of prancing poetry.

This traverse may thepoorest take

Without oppress oftoll;

How frugal is thechariot

That bears a humansoul

         A new life-long friend whoI will consider a teacher and brother gave me a copy of his favorite book a fewweeks ago. He told me only to read it if I was willing to have my life changed.And of course, I'm always open for change, and additional perspectives to beplaced on this beautiful life I have been given. I take this human'sinsight and wisdom with extremely high regard and I'm excitedabout what will emanate after the last page has been finished. The book is by Daniel Quinn and called ISHMAEL: AN ADVENTURE OF THE MIND AND SPIRIT. I urge everyone willing to embark on this journey with me.

beautiful human

I'm about to create more 'beautiful human' stickers-- hope everyone enjoys and gets the word out about all of the beautiful humans on this planet>>> living, breathing, sharing spirit and cheers>>> i'm going to add my blog to the bottom of these stix and hope you all will find me :)

entrepreneurial Expatriate?

South Korea?

Dream on

I have a dream to create some epic project with my life. A life project. A movie, A script, A beautiful work of art that will continue as a masterpiece long after my human existence stagnates. We all have a chance to seize this opportunity and let go of the ascendant reign created by fictional society everyone deems as the ‘real world’. It’s ascendancy that I’m aware of and ascendancy that I reject. Normalcy is backed by an imperium of delusion that allows us nothing past a divided, one-sided view.

I strive to change myself, not the entire world. It’s not my mission to steer everyone my way… Away, from the general prescription of what a ‘life’ is meant to look like. But I do want to help, in any way I can, make the world a bigger, brighter ball of expansive energy for all beautiful humans here and those to come.